What do I do now?

Hey guys,Today's post is not going to be the usual happy Izzy so if that is what you were expecting then I suggest you click off of this post.

These past few weeks have been the hardest weeks I have ever had to face in my life. Some of you may know that I suffer from depression and  have got to say that it has got worse. I am constantly sad and not just me but the people around me have seen a change in my personality. It has got to the point where I am questioning my purpose in life

The other thing is my insomnia. I can never sleep due to the panic attacks that I get during the night. I see the horrifying images every time i close my eyes and makes me feel so alone 

I am so tired of feeling this way, I want to feel like the old me. The happy me, which is why I am taking a break from blogging for a while. I cant carry on pretending that everything is okay when it is not. I am going to take time rebuilding myself and also becoming stronger.

I will be back to blogging, it is the one thin…

Nominated for a Liebster award!?

Hey guys,

Guess what!? I was nominated for the Liebster award by two fellow bloggers called Shannon ( going with happy) and Kate (luxe kate) and I couldn't be anymore happy! If you don't know what the Liebster award is, it is basically where you answer 11 questions set by the person who nominated you and after you nominate 11 people who answer 11 questions of you choice, Okay here we go!!

1. Why did you start blogging?
I started blogging because I never had one thing that I could call my own. Also blogging gives me the freedom to create what I want to create when I want and also influence others and say that even if one person reads my blog, all my effort would be worth it.

2.What are your hobbies?
My hobbies are playing sports and watching it as well (comment below if you are big sports fan) I also love dancing but I could never dance in front of people and not even my closests friends know that I dance. I also enjoy reading books, the romance kinds are my favourite.

3. What makes …

Things I have learnt in year 10 PART 1

Hey guys, I know I haven't been on here for a really long time but instead of making a commitment like I promised, I am going to just post on my terms. You may have multiple posts in a week and you may have none, I just don't want to let you guys down so from now on my post are going to be spontaneous, it can be like a surprise from me to you!
Besides from that ramble, lets get on with the actual post. I wanted to talk to you about the ten things that that I learned in year 10. I have got to say that year 10 has been the most significant year in my high school career. I have truths revealed to me and also lessons that I have learned.
the first thing is one that i think everyone knows but they don't want to believe and then it bites us all in the ass! Yes of course it is to start revising early. I am going to let you in on a secret ( I only revised for about 3 of my exams and I had 13 in total : / ). Even though I had only revised a little, I am not that worried and that I did…

Summer time!

Hey guys,
"What time is it? SUMMER TIME!"(comment below if you know where that reference is from) but yes it is summer time which means the shades and bikinis come out, finally! where i am from we dint really get that much sun but when we do everyone in the city is out. Also the weather has been really nice which was really unusual but hey, I am not gonna be one of those people who complain about not having any sun, and then complain when we do. GOSH those people are annoying!!

Anyway, what are your plans for the summer? This year I would really like to go on a cruise even though I get really sea sick. (lol) They just seem so fun and you get to visit amazing destinations around the world. Imagine meeting someone and falling in love, that would be so romantic and a good story to tell my kids when in the future. I know I am getting way ahead of myself but don't judge me, I think I have read way too many romance books for my lifetime.

I think I am going to wrap up this post he…

Dealing with stress :(

hey guys,

So as we all know the stressful time of the year has bestowed upon us. Yes it is exam season has started so and so have the late and sleepless nights too. Today I wanted to share a few ways to not get as stressed during exams, even though it sounds impossible. BUT TRUST ME, these tips will help you to stay calm and relaxed!

Okay, the first tip is to keep organised when revising (which is what i should be doing right now!). We all become a bit messy when revising with papers and booklets all over your desk, and can make you feel quite unmotivated and lazy. What I do is that is that I like to buy a big spiral book that have dividers in them so I can use the different sections for different subjects. If you can't find them which is unlikely that you can't find any, buying separate books for each subjects is good also. 

Tip 2 kind of links into tip 1 which is to always take breaks when revising. Taking breaks when revising is very important because you don't want to for…


Hey guys,

Big news! So I have been thinking about it for a while and recently I decided to just go for it.
I have made official social media for this blog! I know it may not sound very exciting but it is to me, I did it because it can support this blog and you can get to know when I update or just to catch up with me and what I am doing.

So the social media accounts that I have made are Twitter, Instagram and also Tumblr.

I will leave a link to all of them bellow so you guys can follow me. Anyway this is it for now I just wanted to update you guys.

I don't know if you guys have heard about the tragedy that happened in Manchester but I just wanted to dedicate this post to them. I will be thinking of them dearly.

Don't forget to follow me, you can find it in the side bar.

izzy is out!  


My story...

hey guys, Have you ever felt that life can be a happy walk in the park one moment and then you can't wait for something to end, the next? Well that's how I feel right now. My childhood was quite a good one, always surrounded by family. But that all changed when a close family member had passed away. It was so sudden and none of us were prepared for it.
The feeling that your heart has been ripped out of my body, is a feeling that I would never like to experience again. I felt that everyone was suffocating me trying to ask me if I was okay, which obviously I wasn't. I never did talk to anybody about it, trying to act as if everything was normal, as if nothing happened. I never had a chance to grieve properly.
I became depressed, things never were the same. My family was drifting apart and me, as usual, not saying anything. I always put up a front in school acting like nothing could ever get in my way, had a smile on my face. I actually quite enjoyed school, the part I was dread…