Life update...

Hey guys,

How have you guys been? And also it is almost summer, can you believe it! This summer I just plan relaxing as much as I can before I go on holiday. Leave a comment of you are doing anything this summer. It has been quite a while since I have posted on my blog so I thought that I would update you guys on what has been happening in my life as of recently.
Finally I have finished my exams (phew!). Surprisingly I had less exams this year than I did last year which is really weird. I have finished high school which is kind of sad because I am not going to be seeing some people next year when I return to sixth form. When we had our leavers assembly my head of year played a video of pictures that had all of us in it from year 7 to year 11. It was so cringe because there were so many picture that I was in from sports matches and trust me when I say there were a lot! I thought that I would cry but I actually didn't which I am thankful for because it would have not been pretty.


Does true love really exist?

Hey guys, 

I guess that I am writing this post because I am in this weird mood where I am just questioning everything that I have ever known and why they are the way they are. I bet you are reading this and thinking "Izzy?! What the hell are you going on about?". Trust me I don't either sister (or brother)

And one of those things that I have come to question is love. Is love real or is it something humans come up with to feel self assured and cared for? I am not one of those people who are anti love and have a closed mind about it but I have never experienced love or witness two people who have cared for each other wholeheartedly This isn't the movies people! I don't believe that I am going to meet someone who is going to sweep me off my feet like Cinderella. Maybe I will meet someone who I will care for deeply and spend the rest of my life with but I wouldn't know what love is. Let's be real the definition of love is " the strong feeling of affection&…

Let's catch up!

Hello guys,

I know some of you might be wondering where have I been and to be honest I don't completely know either. All I know is that my mind has been all over the place these last couple of months but I feel as though I am ready to come back to my little corner of the internet with you guys. So before I start updating you guys about my life why don't you grab a cup of tea or coffee and then we can get this show on the road!

I feel like things are starting to get serious in my life as I am in the middle of my last year of high school and things are going to change soon. I mean, the level of stress is increasing with exams and coursework and also I have the biggest decision I have yet to make in my life so far, whether to stay in sixth form or go to collage. I know it doesn't sound like a big decision but to me it is. I have finally found my best friends in the whole world and i feel like if I don't stay at my high school I won't speak to them again. I am the only o…

What do I do now?

Hey guys,Today's post is not going to be the usual happy Izzy so if that is what you were expecting then I suggest you click off of this post.

These past few weeks have been the hardest weeks I have ever had to face in my life. Some of you may know that I suffer from depression and  have got to say that it has got worse. I am constantly sad and not just me but the people around me have seen a change in my personality. It has got to the point where I am questioning my purpose in life

The other thing is my insomnia. I can never sleep due to the panic attacks that I get during the night. I see the horrifying images every time i close my eyes and makes me feel so alone 

I am so tired of feeling this way, I want to feel like the old me. The happy me, which is why I am taking a break from blogging for a while. I cant carry on pretending that everything is okay when it is not. I am going to take time rebuilding myself and also becoming stronger.

I will be back to blogging, it is the one thin…

Nominated for a Liebster award!?

Hey guys,

Guess what!? I was nominated for the Liebster award by two fellow bloggers called Shannon ( going with happy) and Kate (luxe kate) and I couldn't be anymore happy! If you don't know what the Liebster award is, it is basically where you answer 11 questions set by the person who nominated you and after you nominate 11 people who answer 11 questions of you choice, Okay here we go!!

1. Why did you start blogging?
I started blogging because I never had one thing that I could call my own. Also blogging gives me the freedom to create what I want to create when I want and also influence others and say that even if one person reads my blog, all my effort would be worth it.

2.What are your hobbies?
My hobbies are playing sports and watching it as well (comment below if you are big sports fan) I also love dancing but I could never dance in front of people and not even my closests friends know that I dance. I also enjoy reading books, the romance kinds are my favourite.

3. What makes …

Things I have learnt in year 10 PART 1

Hey guys, I know I haven't been on here for a really long time but instead of making a commitment like I promised, I am going to just post on my terms. You may have multiple posts in a week and you may have none, I just don't want to let you guys down so from now on my post are going to be spontaneous, it can be like a surprise from me to you!
Besides from that ramble, lets get on with the actual post. I wanted to talk to you about the ten things that that I learned in year 10. I have got to say that year 10 has been the most significant year in my high school career. I have truths revealed to me and also lessons that I have learned.
the first thing is one that i think everyone knows but they don't want to believe and then it bites us all in the ass! Yes of course it is to start revising early. I am going to let you in on a secret ( I only revised for about 3 of my exams and I had 13 in total : / ). Even though I had only revised a little, I am not that worried and that I did…

Summer time!

Hey guys,
"What time is it? SUMMER TIME!"(comment below if you know where that reference is from) but yes it is summer time which means the shades and bikinis come out, finally! where i am from we dint really get that much sun but when we do everyone in the city is out. Also the weather has been really nice which was really unusual but hey, I am not gonna be one of those people who complain about not having any sun, and then complain when we do. GOSH those people are annoying!!

Anyway, what are your plans for the summer? This year I would really like to go on a cruise even though I get really sea sick. (lol) They just seem so fun and you get to visit amazing destinations around the world. Imagine meeting someone and falling in love, that would be so romantic and a good story to tell my kids when in the future. I know I am getting way ahead of myself but don't judge me, I think I have read way too many romance books for my lifetime.

I think I am going to wrap up this post he…